My beloved husband,
Since you died, I have shoved the thoughts of your death behind me. I didn’t grieve. I didn’t think of anything. Pike pushed me to survive. He pushed me to go forward. And I’ve been trying. I’ve been trying so damn hard.
I feel like I’m betraying you. I helped a man to health, got to know him. I’m starting to feel things for him. And if that wasn’t bad enough, I’m feeling attraction to another one too. What is this? What am I feeling these things when I know you are the one I love?
Maybe because I’m finally realizing your gone.
I miss you so much, baby. I can’t do this anymore. I wonder if I should just put a gun to my own head and end it. Then I could be with you.
Please baby, give me someone sign. I feel like I’m dying inside.
Since you died, I have shoved the thoughts of your death behind me. I didn’t grieve. I didn’t think of anything. Pike pushed me to survive. He pushed me to go forward. And I’ve been trying. I’ve been trying so damn hard.
I feel like I’m betraying you. I helped a man to health, got to know him. I’m starting to feel things for him. And if that wasn’t bad enough, I’m feeling attraction to another one too. What is this? What am I feeling these things when I know you are the one I love?
Maybe because I’m finally realizing your gone.
I miss you so much, baby. I can’t do this anymore. I wonder if I should just put a gun to my own head and end it. Then I could be with you.
Please baby, give me someone sign. I feel like I’m dying inside.